The New, The Awesome, Me. ^^

Some people say that when you can't do it, you really can't... There are too when people say give it up, you think hard to find a way to deny that fact, which later on you'll end up giving up... These are the two most common advice in a situation when you are facing a very deep sh*t trouble and having a deep sh*t mood... Now that's me... I faced that situation, and i ought of giving up, and i really almost gave up... Now that's me, but that was a few hours ago...

"So wad's ya sits bro?" my buddy asked me that... I told I was thinking of someone, and alot of things coming (or pouring, this should fit perfectly) into my mind... Alot of "what IF''... If I ever have a time machine, I would like to slap myself back at that time... =)
Anyways, back to the point, I was totally wasted, pathetic and, and, and... you can continue on that; I was totally down... Now, the only motivation for me to give me strength, to stand back up, stand straight, and be a man, was the idea of awesomeness... This idea was actually adopted from our all-time favorite sitcom "How I Met Your Mother".

What is the definition of awesomeness, you might ask... Right now, I do not have the answer... The real definition is up to yourself, really... But as for me, I have found the way to live up for myself... Up till now, in this short few hours of revising on my old me, I have gone through these few little steps of changes;

Changed Feature no.1) Try not to overthink!
- As all lads out there know, I often think too much... Yes, I AM punching myself in the face... XD No, seriously... I often heard people said, just be bold... I was like: "ya serious? WAD IF you get fail?" See?, now that is a "wad if" i highlighted... Going through this process will surely let me think less, act more, fail more, and re-do more, fail again, re-do again until i met my success...

Changed Feature no.2) Be more confidence!
- As a cancerian, its normal for me to be lack to confident... is that right? NO!! I've always blamed it to my horoscope, although 70% of the written personality was true... So that's what I thought, cancerian = think more, do less for the beneficial of not getting a 'F' for everything...
Yes, the prophecy about an attitude of a cancerian is true, even so I might just like to be the special shining crab... ^^

Currently I have re-think AND doing these 2 major changes... which I hope it will bring much more success and honor to me and to my bro which we both is achieving awesomeness...
Wait for it, till the day I would stand firmly and say: "wow, I'm AWESOME..."

By the one any only,
Alex Chee

The World Outside of TARc

Hey,

When you started to enter a college which you will be going everyday, how do ya feel? Happy? Do you feel you have entered the right college with a fully equipped college? Yeah, I do. And honestly, I'm not proud of it. Serious.

Why I have started this weird and awkward topic, it has all started with an exciting day (and actually ends with one too, but I'll get to that later) with nothing abnormal except for me and my dude going to Taylors College for a corporate training for the freshies in Taylors. Field trips, who just don't like field trips? =)

Back to the point, this training conducted by our company's application specialist has one and the only one mission, which is to train young scientist, pretty much like us, how to hold a pipette firmly and correctly and also to promote our product. Ops, this is the 2nd hidden mission... XD Sounds easy? Yeah, it does actually, and as interns, we was assigned to take pictures of the whole event for corporate purposes. Now, I have been to alot of weird place, but a newly build high-class campus? hell no... This was definitely the first time I'm in a full-of-cement smell college...

When we reach, the outer side was totally empty... No glass windows, just a tall peach- coloured wall... "What is this? A shopping mall?" Dino said... I totally agreed with him. Very pity I didn't get their wall's picture, and this is a mistake which I shouldn't have done. Anyway, the campus is just like a shopping mall itself. With the limited space of land, the buildings were build verticaly. This means all the buildings there, are tall... It is so not like our little TARc... XD

That was my feeling of going to a larger and higher-classed college in Malaysia, which I guess there are alot more of creative or bazaar college designs... Try to think how would I feel when I'm in the states? A worthwhile to find it out... XD

The Ultimate Challenge For Being Rich, Is To Change Your Mindset

Hey again,
As you have probably know, I havn't post any blogs for up to half a year (well, almost). This is due to the activities I'm involved in, as I'm quite a hands-full for the past 5 months. SO, as a return, I'll post something useful in the topic of today's blog.

Based on the title above, this is what I have learned from a presenter from a stand-alone company, the CEO of JeVince, Vincent Cheng. Before I begin, I would like to ask you a simple question; Do you think that you would be rich and famous (or either 1, in a good way of cause) one fine day?

That is the first question when he ask the both of us, the mere small existing interns from TARcollege which aged around 21~22. Nope, not at all said both of us. Now, everyone is possible to become rich, not by working your ass off, nor being so hardworking working 24-7 around the clock, and definitely not by bringing an AK-47 to the bank. =) I hope I didn't hit any bull's eye for anyone of you out there.

No. The secret lies on what is your mind set is. What he said was, if u think it is possible, than you can do it; whereas when u think you can't, u can't. Up to now, you might think that " Yeah, I've heard that as many times as a took my breath...", BUT izzit? If you have think that thoroughly, why are you not succeeding?

What I think at first, the factor of us not succeeding is that the factor of: 1) the age; 2) our models (as in the budget we have, not the girls who displays dress and walkout sexily); and 3) courage.

These are the 3 factors of why we can't succeed in the first place. But he told us something, something that we couldn't think of, but it is actually right behind our minds. IDEAs, ideas are the real deal of getting rich, or at least lead us to the way of getting rich. For example, do you all know who created Facebook™? Wiki it, the creator and founder of Facebook™, that should let you eliminate the 1st factor on the resistance of you getting rich.

Now as for the budget, I would like you to sincerely to hand out your wallet and cellphone, and walk to any malls/supermarket, and make as much money as you can in a limit of 2 hours. An Mission Impossible? Tom Cruise did it... No la, just joking. But the fact of trying this and succeed this task, the possibility of you getting poor, is 0%... Why? This is due to the ideas you came up to try and figure out to obtain as much money as you can with $0... These types of dudes/chicks who tried this, would be an entrepreneur someday, make money with thin air... XD

By doing this, you would need a mountain size full of courage, am I not right? No? Yes? By you earning your 1st pay, you would also need alot of courage too... with the activity done in the mall (assuming u have done it...), you will have the courage to fight Dante bare handed... XD

Actually, we all are fit and capable of getting rich, just that are you willing to do it? Me? Oh no, of cause not. Not because of me without balls, it just that my preferred career requires me to have a certain standard of certificates (Ph.D. is needed as a full-time professional consultants on Environments)... But with this types of mindsets, I can guarantee your success as an entrepreneur someday...

Cheers =)

The DSLR...

Imagine Cup Tournament is coming soon, my competition is just around the corner. But how is my work going? haha... Havn't get started at all... Da*n, how hard is taking a picture and make a power point presentation is gonna be??
That's what I had in mind when I submit my registeration form... Now, my feeling is: "can i not participate in this competition now?"

Yes i know, chicken out is not a good thing. But that was not the case. Yesterday, there was a workshop on the photography competition. I thought it's a good time to know my competitors more. When I found out, its not just the people, its also the gadgets that matters. All, I mean ALL, of them is carrying a DSLR... dnt know what is that? Google™ it. That is when I know, WTF... How is my Canon Power (sial..) Shot A530 can compete with that?? It's entirely a different league...

Emphasize on the DSLR... A DSLR, can get a picture of this:

And instead, mine, the best i can do, is alousy ones... anyway... if im through with the competition, i guess i really did get a good exp for that...xD

Plum with Plumbum?

Throughout my observation (If you called it one), girls are likely attracted to sour plums, am i not correct? XD Thus this blog are most to alert the girls out there eating them.

Based on yesterday's paper, high concentration of Lead (Pb) was found present in sour plums packed from foreign country (due to personal safety, I cnt say from which country). Anyway, these packings of sour plums are test to be highly dangerous because of its chemical content.

Those without chemical knowledge might start wonder, how Pb are present in those fruit and what harm might be done to consumers? If I say its completely fine eating these contaminated foods, its obviously a big, jerk lie. Lead (Pb) are used in water pipes and pencil leads, try imagine you, eating ur pencil for ur tea-break. OMG...

Those whose from Malaysia, flip through 9th Oct 2009 The Star Newspaper on the headline and page 3, and avoid eating these dangerous products... Health Matters...

How People Looked At Me...

Every person has its own personality which, sometimes, you wouldn't want others to find out. Well, maybe you can call me an idiot or extreme depressed guy (A lot have called me that, but I'm completely fine with it though). But in reality, I'm just trying to be myself and try not to boast about my existance.

Through my life, I've learn alot from a friend which likes to boast about himself, which ended up stick completely on his chair infront of his comp, without anyone even bother knowing him. That totally gives me a creeps. I might start thinking, what kind of a person would like to live in a world only limited to himselves? Doesn't that gives a feeling spelled L-O-N-E-L-Y? Boasting oneself IS really not an option to become famous among others.

Now I'm actually born a crab, being lonely staring the moon up high is quite a common thing. Thinking that someday I might own the moon is my dream. XD Not to laugh, but cancers are quite a thinker and always have big dreams. But realizing that dream might not even close to come true is quite heart-breaking, don't ya think?

The purpose I've post this blog is that actually I'm kinda tired being thought of a depressed guy in my class. I'm actually am thinking normal, is just that I'm quiet thinking and planning. Lack of confidence, that's actually quite true because I don't strongly take any steps before thinking of the consequences, so please don't think bad of me... XD

Everyone Should Get A Car...

Based on the topic above, u should agree on me right? U might think getting a car is... err, how to say, showy, for a teenager driving out with his friends and willingly to be everyone's taxi driver (F.O.C, of cz). For a full grown adult, he might think getting a car with high performance and could avoid police persuit in the highway would be good for him. If that's what u think, u should just get on a public transport with the rest of them, much more safer for all of us... But no, that's not the reason i support getting a automobile.
Someone had told me that the world had gone all wrong in just 2 years time. How's that u might ask, my first answer would be, " go get a newspaper, for the love of GOD..." Well, firstly, the price hike on public transport would be the 2nd factor. If u calculate (with a high performance scientific calculator) the price of getting a taxi from ur house and arrive at point B at only 1.2km, we'll get a massive RM4.xx charged, but if u get a car, RM4.xx of fuel could get u back and forth with girls in it...How not great is that? XD
H1N1 would be another factor to support my topic today... try to think about it, U, being in the train, crowded with alot of workers after working hour, with all the sweat smell... U will start to think, Y u didnt work hard those days when u have the chance to get rich and get a car... then the person beside u, sneezing the way through... Greatz, U'll have to spend a few more 10's on the clinical fees to check out whether u r suspected H1N1 carrier if u fall sick after a few dayz... so it's not advisable to get a public transport...
Getting a car now IS wiser then having H1N1 willingly... so, dad, could u get me a car ASAP?? XD